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       firecracker 
      firecracker is a gifted poet & photographer. she now lives
      in virginia. 
      Works on this page: 
      scenes 
      rain 
      long day 
      deluge 
      mapped 
        
      scenes
      there are 
      scenes i play 
      in my head 
      at night 
      half asleep, where 
      no one can find me 
      deep within 
      myself hidden 
      and trapped 
      by dreams of 
      prophecy 
      knowing part 
      of what is 
      and what will 
      be 
      half awake 
      transfixed 
      by glaring 
      darkness 
      as i wait to 
      hear the words 
      i know 
      you'll never say 
        
      rain
      it should be too 
      cold for rain 
      yet rain whips 
      through the sky 
      stinging darkness 
      reminding me 
      that i should 
      walk faster 
      as people stare 
      i'm soaked through 
      waiting for ice 
      to form, degrees below 
      cold to return 
      for good. 
        
      long day
      i keep living 
      this day 
      so long 
      wondering why i 
      bother to look 
      at the clock 
      it never moves 
      as fast as 
      i'd like 
      too many mistakes 
      made already 
      with eight hours 
      left to go 
        
      deluge
      a rainstorm 
      like no other 
      has crept into 
      my memory... 
      you falling down 
      pouring over me 
      washing away any 
      chance i had 
      to have a normal 
      day not punctuated 
      by thoughts twisting 
      up my mind 
      just as i try to 
      wrap myself tighter 
      around whatever it 
      is that keeps me 
      from hitting the pavement 
      the wind shifts 
      and i find 
      it's raining on 
      the inside of 
      me. 
        
      mapped
      draw me out 
      from memory 
      the lines and 
      boundaries 
      you already crossed 
      driving through 
      me in your 
      own accidental 
      way 
      now i am folded 
      up in you 
      special places 
      marked by soft lead 
      pencil strokes 
      until you 
      decide 
      on my destination 
      again. 
        
      
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