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       richard edwards 
      cleveland writer richard edwards holds a bfa in creative writing
      from bowling green state university. his work has been published
      in prairie margins (print), miscellany (print), images inscript
      (web), and drunk duck (web). currently i have poems in press
      for quill and ink and niederngassei. in 1999 he won the claiborne
      quinn fiction award, and is currently working on a collection
      of short stories, and a collection of poetry. he works in publications
      at a medical publishing company. egem4@yahoo.com 
      Works on this page: 
      up there getting ahead 
      the things we do for aliens reasons 
      the responsibility of fire 
      when i met the women he loved 
        
      Up there getting ahead
      He's up there 
      and she's down here, 
      the stars light his surroundings, 
      and the clouds block her view of him, 
      "I love you, and I want you to come home," 
      she says over the radio, 
      but he is busy 
      with the life of air locks, 
      and weightlessness, trying to hold himself down, 
      her heart is heavy. 
      "Put the clipboard down, or let it float away, and come
      home," 
      she says. 
      But he is working 
      with his headset off, doing astronaut jobs 
      and getting ahead 
      of the world. 
      So her sounds go radio wave inside 
      and over the air and into space catching 
      someone else's radio telescope. 
      A man, alone, listening 
      for life on other planets 
      hears her voice  
      and thinks it is what he is looking for. 
 
      That night she will be alone, 
      the only person on earth, 
      until he finds her. 
        
      The things we do for aliens reasons
      Aliens come down out of heaven 
      and tell me, they invented the pyramids, 
      designed and used for stellar navigation.  
 
      The humans, they say 
      were very stupid and willing 
      to lift heavy objects out of fear  
      of incineration. 
 
      I come back from their 
      spacecraft, and go to work, 
      not quite on time. 
 
      All day I run around for the project, 
      and the project manager. I don't think 
      and stick my head in the copy machine, 
      and press copy. I feel the aliens will get a kick 
      out of it, maybe even laugh at me. 
 
      I make 100 copies of my face  
      pushed up against the glass. Then I  
      go home and watch television, and wait  
      for them to return. 
 
      I wanted to make ten thousand  
      copies of my face, and scratch crazy human 
      under my chin. Get the aliens to hang them  
      on telephone polls, if they have them, 
      all over their planet. 
      "Crazy human." 
 
      When they arrive, I show  
      them the photocopies laughing,  
      but they are not impressed, 
      and do not laugh, and ask 
      what they should do with 100 copies 
      of my black and white face. 
 
      I shrug, and they leave me holding  
      under a pound of unimpressive head shots. 
        
      The responsibility of fire
      He takes a breath 
      and blows out chemical fire, 
      flames going over his lips. 
 
      She watches, waits, holds 
      her breath when he walks 
      on coals, closes her eyes 
      moaning a little when he  
      juggles torches, 
      clinches her child, as he 
      jumps through flaming hoops 
      and lands at her feet, smiling at her fear. 
 
      He is an expert, thinks he's Buddha 
      in fire striped pants 
      and sequin shirt, handsome, 
      she thinks. 
 
      When she goes back 
      stage to tell him how wonderful  
      the show was, 
      hoping to "land" this firry act, 
      he says, "I eat fire," and she says 
      "come close to me, and lets see 
      if we can be arsons together, 
      burn down my home, and cremate 
      our bodies," but with one kiss 
      he is up in an inferno, flash powder, 
      then ash, 
      right in front of the her child. 
        
      When I met the women he loved
      A long while I stood  
      in the sun, and told  
      myself 
      that it was all telepathic, 
      the lips and teeth, 
      quivering over the chills, 
      Something, I thought, is in her, 
      something long off, in the meadow, 
      or a still place, like flowers 
      that do not bow their petals to the sun, 
      and the rain, and the little gusts of wind 
      that infect my hair with bugs, 
      something inside, tough  
      and growing, gentle and deadly 
      all the same. The rays of him 
      are all absorbed and quieted. 
      "I think she is nice," I said 
      and looked over at him frozen 
      by the sunlight. 
        
      
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